Awake in the night.


I’ve never been a person to show anger, which perhaps is a failing, I’m not someone who sits and says why me? because logic tells me, why not me. It is not what happens to us it is how we deal with it.

We all have to die! It would appear that very few people die peacefully in their sleep anymore which is unfortunate 🥺 yet something we have to deal with 😬

My problem is I need to feel in control and when cancer comes to a family the control is gone. We can only ride the waves of emotions and do the best we can trying to keep ourselves  level.  Trusting and understanding that this is meant to be and it’s something that we need to learn from as much as it hurts.